John 22:21 says Acquaint now thyself with him, and be at peace: thereby good shall come unto thee.
I've had so many to congratulate me about my pregnancy and let me know that they are praying for this pregnancy. I appreciate them all so much. I'm not going to lie. I am nervous about everything because you don't know how everything is going to turn out. When I was pregnant with Paisly I thought that after 12 weeks I was in the clear, because after 12 weeks your chance for miscarriage dramatically decreases. I know personally that anything can happen the whole time or even after you bring that precious bundle of joy home. Although I am nervous, I have peace. With Paisly I was always worried about what the doctors were saying and wondering what else could go wrong. I pray and pray and pray for this child constantly, and I know so many of you are as well. God has given me so much peace. Before I got pregnant I just knew that I was going to be a complete basket case, that I would worry over every single thing. I am so glad that is not the case. I feel so calm about it all. Through all of my grief with Paisly I have learned to lean on God more and that he has an ultimate plan. I am completely ok with the plan that God has for us and this child. This is why I love my God so much...he whispers sweet peace to me.
On a side note...I had a dream last night about the baby!!! With Paisly, I dreamed about her rarely and never saw her face. In my dream (I won't tell you all of it because it's just crazy) I was on the beach with our son! He was about 2 years old and I can vividly remember his face. He looked just like Andrew...of course, I mean why not, Paisly looked like him and I'm sure all the rest of our kiddos will too. He was just soooo cute, and very well behaved...I hope both of those are true :)
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