Hallelujah

When I clean I like to blast the music up loud...gets me motivated. Tonight I started to clean up and had the TV on "The Message" music channel. I think it's the XM radio or something. Anyways the song Hallelujah by Heather Williams came on, I've heard this song many times before but for some reason I had to sit down and sing with her. After the song went off I went back to cleaning and the song stayed in my head even though other songs kept playing on the TV. After a bit I came into the office and googled the song because I wanted to hear it again. After listening a bazillion times on youtube I clicked a side link to hear "Heather's Story" behind the song. She wrote this song because she lost a child. She lost her infant son to a heart condition. I love how God puts things like this in front of me.

It amazes me how God uses women who have been through such pain to make such a joyful noise. I've started this blog, but I want to do more. I want to reach out to other mother's who have lost a child and been through such grief and sorrow. I look at Heather who wrote this song and Angie who wrote I Will Carry You ; they have done so much to serve the Lord and at the same time have helped mothers like me who suffer such grief. I know that if I hadn't read Angie's book, I don't think I would have the same outlook that I do today. I would love to help someone else in the same way. I want to serve my Lord and do whatever it is that He wants me to do. Would you mind praying for me that I hear whatever it is that the Lord wants for me?

Here's the song that's made my cry like a baby tonight :)


Jesus, please come
please come today
hear me
heal me
be near me I pray

I have fallen so far
flat on my face
I'm in need of your grace today
I stumble and fall
but in spite of it all
your love always stays the same
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Jesus, please come
please come today
break me
mold me
use me I pray

but don't give up on me now
I'm so close to you now
I'm in need of your grace today
wipe the dirt off my face
hold me in your embrace
your love always saves the day
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

I have fallen so far
flat on my face
I'm in need of your grace today
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Sing Hallelujah
Sing Hallelujah
Sing Hallelujah amen

On my knees here I fall
in spite of it all
Hallelujah
And though it seems hard
I'm still trusting you Lord
Hallelujah
Hallelujah


The last part... "And though it seems hard I'm still trusting you Lord" that sums me up, I still don't fully understand why Paisly was here such a short time but I trust Him. I know that He knows and it will be revealed to me someday. God has already blessed me so much with a husband, with Paisly Grace, and now with the baby on the way. I want to do for Him - "Break me, mold me, use me I pray" that's what I want.


Heather Williams - Hallelujah (2010 Video & Lyrics)