In my mind I'm thinking Is the Lord punishing me because I have not written in so long?
I started this blog through my school email which is a google hosted email and anyway through a lot of confusion it wouldn't let me in so I posted on my facebook for some help and a wonderful, wonderful lady came to my rescue! Thank you so much April! She also has a site: www.krazyclippers.com please go check it out there are LOTS of great deals on there!
As soon as I logged in I looked at new comments and saw that someone was reading and how much it was helping her and her husband with their loss. When I read those comments I am so overwhelmed with joy that I am helping someone. When Paisly went to Glory and I was on maternity leave in an empty house, reading other's stories helped me so much. I feel so horrible that I haven't written in so long but then again I don't because I know the time away is well spent with my little Montgomery....who takes quite a bit of my attention.
She is into EVERYTHING! She's crawling very well, pulling up and I do believe she'll be walking within the next few weeks. She has a horrible fascination with cords and as I'm typing this she's trying to pull on the laptop cord. I will have to say that any simple task is not so simple anymore. Cooking supper consists of me putting her in the floor calling Bella (our dog) into the kitchen and putting a piece of tupperware between them to play together, little more cooking while I feel tugging on my pants,cooking a little then making sure she hasn't followed Bella out of the kitchen, making silly faces and then some more cooking. Whew its a task.
The other day I took Montgomery to get some Easter pictures made. It was something I've always known I'd do with my kids as weird as that sounds but getting Easter pics is a big deal to me. While it was a happy moment it was also one of those times where I see Montgomery and then I picture Paisly standing beside her or handing her one of those little plastic eggs. It is so easy to picture them together, doing things together , Paisly being the helpful big sister and Montgomery following and copying her every move. I also know that is not what God intended. I am still trying to cope with the fact that God's will was not for us to have Paisly here with us. Some days I am okay with that and others are more difficult.
I am so glad to be back on here and am going to try to keep things more current :) so for now I am going to leave you with quite a few pics of our "rainbow baby" (I've just now learned this term and find it amusing and appealing :))
Mommy takes her picture so much she has started doing this as soon as I put it up to her!
