Ugh...still can't find that cord!!! I want to put up some pictures and I can't- so frustrating!!! So today at work....Andrew sent me yellow roses. I love my husband so much. We are doing devotions every night, and this weeks theme is about romance. We talked last night about each other's ideas of romance and so on...well needless to say my hunny just showed me up!!! Any ideas on how to romanticize him back? (keep it clean ladies ;) )
I can't wait for October 1st! I get to hear Angie Smith speak, I'm so excited! I need it. I will say that what people say it true; time heals your wounds. I won't say that I'm completely healed, I don't think that will ever be the case but my bad days are becoming a little more spaced out than they were before. I still have the occassional person who I run into from classes last semester who ask how my baby is and I have to tell them. I hate the reactions. Not because of them, they don't know but that's just it. Every single time, whoever it is it never fails, they keep apologizing saying they didn't mean to bring it up...Umm you didn't know! and however hard I try the awqwardness...just lingers!!!!!!! ugh that awqwardness!!! I will conquer it one day!
Ok. I wasn't going to announce this, but I know the power of prayer and I need ya'll to pray pray pray for us. When I went for my post partum checkup my Dr advised us to wait a year to conceive again, more for emotional reasons than physical. Andrew and I have discussed it A LOT and we both feel that we are ready to start trying again. I know it seems soon, but...it took three years to get pregnant with Paisly, so we want to start now. Please keep us in your prayers as when you are trying to get pregnant it can be extremely draining. I know this sounds kind of odd, but during Paisly's labor and delivery and afterward I could honestly feel all the prayers, I just knew that our names were being lifted to our Lord and I ask you to do the same now. Thanks guys :)
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Ryan
Wow Ryan you are amazing i just love to read your blogs and the way you lift our father up he is awesome and i am praying for you guys lots of love Amy Dunn
ReplyDeleteOne thing that my hubby really apprieciates is a good home-cooked meal. I know that its totally obvious but I thought it was worth mentioning. Maybe cook his favorite meal and dessert and later maybe go bowling or something. I have a one year old running around at home so I cherish any alone time I get with hubby, lol :). I will also pray for you guys. Good luck on TTC.
ReplyDeleteYou express the most beautiful feelings and I soak up everything I read. I just got thru reading your blog to GreatGrandma. She tells me how mature you are and how she understands because she lost a baby between my sister and my birth.
ReplyDeleteI am so glad Andrew has you in his life. You strive for a marriage that is wholly in HIS will. There is no better place to be. God will bless you both for your faithfulness to HIM.
You are such a good witness for our Savior...I love you and am proud of you. Grandma
Thanks guys :) support like this is really what helps us!!! I made his supper like you suggested miranda! It worked :)
ReplyDeleteSo very proud to call you both my children. You are a true blessing from above. God has great things for you and Andrew....just be patient and you will see. Love you both always and we are always here for you guys.
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad!!
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