Two Weeks!

Two weeks!!! In two weeks we find out what we are having! Is Paisly getting a little brother or sister???
As much as I wish she were here, I at least know that she will be looking down and watching over her little brother or sister! I'll admit that with this baby I've tried not to get too excited. I am making plans to not make plans until we bring this child home with us. I find that contradictory though...I am sitting here writing this blog and professing my faith in Jesus Christ yet I'm not trusting that everything will be ok this time. I'm working on that.  I've noticed too that I'm not doing as much such as taking my weekly pictures like I did with Paisly and I don't want that. I want to give this child just as much attention as I did her while I was pregnant. It's hard because I want to be excited about this baby and I am but I'm holding back because of what happened with Paisly. The wound is still very fresh and I can't help but remember how we felt when we came home to an empty nursery, completely ready for her. I can't go through that again.  Just keep praying for the both of us on that subject.

We also need your prayers for a few other things as well.  Andrew is having his gallbladder out next week. It is a minor surgery but it still is a surgery.  We are also praying about some big decisions that need to be made soon and we can't do it without prayer first.